Anyhow - I decided to update my blog while i'm sitting not paying attention to class anyway. Classical me. But why shouldn't I - it's the best time of the day to to it! I get to look really intensely at my computer and pretend to take notes while I frequently look up at my teacher with a meaningful look in my eyes. I'm pretty sure he knows I'm totally far gone and have gotten nothing useful out of this lesson. Too bad!
I'm feeling really tired lately. Not the 'I-don't-feel-like-doing-anything-productive tired, but really bone-tired. I don't feel like doing anything other than staying home alone, watch bad TV, and sulk. I have no idea why! I wish I could just Carpe Diem the fuck out of my life, get fit, get smart and do some really cool things... And I guess that the recipe to that life isn't that complicated. Get the hell off my ass and go work out, run, eat healthy - do my homework, get a kickass study-job and just cease the opertunities that once in a while fall into my lab. But I can't find it in my self to do so. And as seeing most people are totally ordinary like me, it seems like most people feel that way. And it's really sad - why wouldn't I just try to become the best version of myself as possible?
But I guess it just isn't easy like that. Looking back at my post about motivation, it's probably to do with inspiration vs. motivation and just me being a lazy procrastinating SOAB!
Gonna keep you updated if there is any change or progress! - Don't count on the progress though.
Cheers
Soffy
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